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I Choose To Live

***NOTE: This wiki is not against suicide, it just supports life.


"Even if you plan to kill yourself tomorrow, you still choose to live today."



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This is a wiki for all who choose to live. You don't have to be anti-death, or against anything that has to do with it(i.e. cutting, morbid crap, talk of death, even anticipating it). You just have to choose to live.
There are no obligations. Maybe you'll change your mind later. But, right now, life is worth living. And you're here for it.

So, if you're here right now at this moment, like you obviously are, you choose to live. If you didn't, you wouldn't be reading this right now, now would you?

You already know the rules, and probably can assume any others I haven't put up, so I won't bother.


Here are the Members:

(*Whispers* The word "members" is a link.)




***made by: [Incontinence Happens]




A PERFECT CIRCLE
"Gravity"


Lost again
Broken and weary
Unable to find my way
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to
Just let this go


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live


I fell again
Like a baby unable to stand on my own
Tail in hand
Dizzy and clearly unable to just let this go
High and surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live, I choose to live


Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
Help me survive the bottom


Calm these hands before they
Snare another pill and
Drive another nail down another
Needy hole please release me


I am surrendering to the gravity and the unknown
Catch me heal me lift me back up to the sun
I choose to live, I choose to live





This's a page for all who engage in self-harm in various forms:
http://www.recoveryourlife.com





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2005-04-14 [Moonlit Serenade]: Of course! I love it there!

2005-04-14 [Lethargic Panda]: Yessm; my sleep schedule is way fucked up, so I've been going there while it's still dark, and lying on the bench in the little tree'd in cove. ^.^

2005-04-14 [Moonlit Serenade]: I love going there at night... I do it all the time! Not recently, though.. not in about a month...

2005-04-14 [Lethargic Panda]: ...How uncool of you. Heh, it will be incredibly creepy if I meet you there.

2005-04-14 [Moonlit Serenade]: "Oh, yes. But how would you know its me? You don't go to drum circle, do you?? I don't, but I know lots o' ppl who do.

2005-04-14 [Panda-monium]: hmmm, interesting, that would be creepy. :P

2005-04-15 [Moonlit Serenade]: Yesh, it would be... And it would be.... well, yes, creepy.... ^^;;

2005-04-17 [Lethargic Panda]: I do not. Sigh. Drum Circle is...a pain. o.o I've been going to the park more lately. Last night I lain on a bench in the middle of the cold, dank rose gardens for four hours...from eight to twelve, listening to music and thinking as the clouds illuminated the sky. ... And...today, I just got back from two hours there with Bess. ^.^ I rock.

2005-04-18 [BarleySinger]: sounds a lot better than how I spend my time. If I was a horse I would be "put down" out of kindness. I love my family, and I know that it is their need for me to exist, that keeps me from giving into pain and taking all my pain meds at once and slipping away into a nice warm endless sleep with no more pain, no more obligtions when in pain. I wish there were someone else to care for my family, so that I could die - because this is no way to live. Pain and more pain, and endless painful work to do so that people get food, clothing, etc. This is not a life...it is a "holding pattern" and I am too tired to "circle" anymore. 

2005-04-18 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Alright.

2005-04-18 [Moonlit Serenade]: Hmm...

2005-04-18 [Lethargic Panda]: Yeah. How's Pearly?

2005-04-18 [Moonlit Serenade]: Pearly Is addicted... To Achaea.... O.o....

2005-04-18 [Lethargic Panda]: Uh ohs?

2005-04-18 [Moonlit Serenade]: Hehehee... Lots o' fun!!!

2005-04-18 [Lethargic Panda]: ...I sees. *poke* Fun then. o.o No park this night. v.v

2005-04-19 [Moonlit Serenade]: Awa! Why nots???

2005-04-19 [Lethargic Panda]: Business. Sigh.

2005-04-19 [Moonlit Serenade]: Buisness???

2005-04-19 [Lethargic Panda]: ...no, business.

2005-04-21 [Moonlit Serenade]: Wha-??????

2005-04-21 [Lethargic Panda]: *poke* I hate this time of year, it's become warm and sunny, and Manito, my sanctuary, is now filled with those whom I so despise. -.- How's Pearly?

2005-04-21 [Panda-monium]: heylo you guys, just popped in real quick. gtg

2005-04-21 [Lethargic Panda]: ...*poke* Hello, Moni. o.O Where's ya gone?

2005-04-22 [Panda-monium]: I went to class. :P I was at school.

2005-04-22 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Me meant in the previous days. >.>

2005-04-22 [Panda-monium]: lmao oh...just been doing a lot of homework, which I should be doing today as well. o.O

2005-04-22 [Lethargic Panda]: Yeah...I have to do that too...but I don't.

2005-04-22 [Panda-monium]: hehe...

2005-04-22 [Lethargic Panda]: *poke* How's Moni? What's new?

2005-04-22 [Panda-monium]: Nothing really and I am living, missing my girlfriend but living.

2005-04-22 [Lethargic Panda]: I see. *pats* Anything me can do to make you...jubilant?

2005-04-22 [Panda-monium]: Nah, not really

2005-04-22 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Are you...suuuuuuure?

2005-04-22 [Panda-monium]: Yeah...unless you have the power to make Breckenridge Texas the next town over.

2005-04-22 [Lethargic Panda]: While I do, if I were to, that would be considered abusing them. >.>

2005-04-22 [Panda-monium]: *laighs* Yeah yeah yeah. I know...

2005-04-22 [Lethargic Panda]: *poke* What's in Texas?

2005-04-22 [Panda-monium]: The most amazing girl on the planet. ^_^

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: ...No exaggeration?

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: hehe, not to me, though I haven't met everyone on the planet, but if I take an average from those I have met, I can assume she is pretty damn close to the most amazing person on the planet. *nods*

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: I see. o.o Well, perhaps...we should keep her in a jar, for safety purposes.

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: *shakes head* WE don't keep her anywhere, she is mine. ^_^ and besides, I would never cage her up, she is a free spirit and independent, I wouldn't want to dim the fire in those eyes for anything...

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: *puts her in a jar and carries her away maniacally* >:D

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: *tackles and grabs jar opening it quickly to let her out*

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: I already left. >.>

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: Nonsense, I whopped you over the head! I would have travelled to Mars and back to get her back, there is no place that far. :P

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: *is gone* :P

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: hehe. Well I think I am off soon, which probably means give me another half an hour. :P

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: ...I see. o.O So...what...is new...?

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: nothing, yerself? see told ye

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: Erm...nothing I care to get into.

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: alrighty, *nods* I can respect that

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: Can you? *leer*

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: *thwacks him for leering* Yessum I can.

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: ...No thwacking. x.o *points and laughs as you're arrested by the coppers*

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: *laughs as well*

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: ...You're so dark.

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: A little. :P

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: Don't be so modest!

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: heh heh, me modest? :P

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: *poke* I want to mangle.

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: Mangle?

2005-04-23 [Lethargic Panda]: Yes. o.o

2005-04-23 [Panda-monium]: hmm...I sees

2005-04-24 [Moonlit Serenade]: ooooh....

2005-04-24 [Panda-monium]: mhm

2005-04-24 [Moonlit Serenade]: *pets* How are the two of you???

2005-04-24 [Panda-monium]: alrighty, thanks, yerself?

2005-04-24 [Lethargic Panda]: *mangles things* >.<

2005-04-27 [Moonlit Serenade]: I'm... peachy.... -hides so as not to be mangled- What is wrong, Lethargic??

2005-04-27 [Lethargic Panda]: He wants to mangle things? Nothing is wrong...that concerns ye.

2005-04-27 [Moonlit Serenade]: -pets lethargic- Pearly thinks your spiffy?

2005-04-27 [Lethargic Panda]: I knows, I knows..

2005-04-30 [Moonlit Serenade]: -giggle- -prance- I want icecream!! Sunt o clatita! Va rog mancati-ma!

2005-04-30 [Lethargic Panda]: o.o Um...?

2005-04-30 [Panda-monium]: couldn't tell you...

2005-04-30 [Lethargic Panda]: *poke* What's Moni done today?

2005-04-30 [Moonlit Serenade]: It means, "I am a pancake! Please eat me!" in Romanian! :)

2005-04-30 [Lethargic Panda]: Um, that is...very nice. *pats* So, how's Pearl?

2005-04-30 [Moonlit Serenade]: Pearl is good. She is learning Romanian /and/ Japanese, she is!

2005-04-30 [Lethargic Panda]: I see. What...spawned those choices?

2005-04-30 [Panda-monium]: Yeah? I have a Romanian friend, she is awesome. :P

2005-04-30 [Lethargic Panda]: Aha. So...you want to learn her secrets?

2005-04-30 [Panda-monium]: Me? o.O

2005-05-01 [Lethargic Panda]: Are you her Romanian friend?

2005-05-01 [Panda-monium]: Moi? No, I HAVE a romanian friend. [rinaweeena] She is awesome.

2005-05-01 [Lethargic Panda]: I see; how special of you. Do you...know Romanian?

2005-05-01 [Panda-monium]: Not really, I know a few choice phrases and words

2005-05-01 [Lethargic Panda]: Like what?

2005-05-01 [Panda-monium]: Dute La Naibe-Go to hell.

2005-05-01 [Lethargic Panda]: Always a good one. x.o

2005-05-02 [Moonlit Serenade]: I learned Monkey on steroids...

2005-05-02 [Lethargic Panda]: Another useful phrase. x.x

2005-05-06 [Moonlit Serenade]: It is....

2005-05-06 [Lethargic Panda]: How's you?

2005-05-06 [Moonlit Serenade]: Sleeeeeepy. Not much sleep lately.... No time! Like eating... or breathing... Psh-pash..

2005-05-06 [Lethargic Panda]: All of that stuff is overrated.

2005-05-07 [Panda-monium]: hmm

2005-05-07 [Lethargic Panda]: And how's Moni?

2005-05-10 [Panda-monium]: I am alright, living, had someone else close to me die Friday morning, so dealing with that. But alright, yerself?

2005-05-10 [Lethargic Panda]: Death is annoying. I'm...alright, as well, I suppose. Eh, life isn't all too pleasant either, but eh.

2005-05-12 [Panda-monium]: I understand

2005-05-12 [Lethargic Panda]: Do you really?

2005-05-13 [Panda-monium]: I understand what it's like for life to be horrible, but you try to shrug it off. Yes, I do it every single day of my life, why?

2005-05-13 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Just curious. So...Moni isn't feeling much better then, I'm guessing?

2005-05-13 [Panda-monium]: Worse actually, much much worse, but I try to hide it as best as I can.

2005-05-13 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Care to talk about it?

2005-06-06 [I am here to help]: hello

2005-06-07 [I am here to help]: ok well here i go a wiki is now up and the link is at my home page

2005-06-07 [Lethargic Panda]: Hello.

2005-06-07 [I am here to help]: hey

2005-06-07 [Lethargic Panda]: Good to know.

2005-06-07 [I am here to help]: what?...ohhh yea it is orginally my friends in ep but i moved it here as well so everyone can get help and what not

2005-06-07 [Lethargic Panda]: That's nice? x.x

2005-06-07 [Panda-monium]: hmmm

2005-06-08 [Lethargic Panda]: Interesting, yes? >.>

2005-06-08 [Panda-monium]: I guess

2005-06-08 [Lethargic Panda]: Something wrong?

2005-06-08 [Panda-monium]: eh

2005-06-08 [Lethargic Panda]: ...I see. x.x

2005-06-08 [Panda-monium]: yeah...

2005-06-08 [I am here to help]: what?

2005-06-08 [Panda-monium]: meh

2005-06-08 [I am here to help]: im lost

2005-06-08 [Panda-monium]: meh

2005-06-08 [I am here to help]: umm???^_^;

2005-06-08 [Panda-monium]: eh

2005-06-08 [I am here to help]: whats going on?

2005-06-08 [Panda-monium]: um...I'd tell ye if i knew, but I don't...and I don't feel like conversing

2005-06-08 [I am here to help]: mmmmk

2005-06-08 [Panda-monium]: k

2005-06-08 [Lethargic Panda]: o.o

2005-07-07 [Moonlit Serenade]: Hello, all... Has the world forgotten lil ol' me?

2005-07-08 [Lethargic Panda]: I visited your house just the other day. o.o Where's Pearly been?

2005-07-09 [Moonlit Serenade]: Pearly has been.. Well, in Pearly land. -nod- You should go there sometime. Real weird. Lots of Ashden. We like Ashden. -titter-

2005-07-09 [Lethargic Panda]: o.o Interesting. How is it there, this time of year?

2005-08-21 [Ryvre]: .......

2005-08-21 [Panda-monium]: *laughs* Hey y'all

2005-08-21 [Lethargic Panda]: Howdy Moni. o.o

2005-08-21 [Panda-monium]: how goes it?

2005-08-22 [Moonlit Serenade]: hallooo....

2005-08-22 [Lethargic Panda]: Howdly Pearly. And...meh. Yourselves?

2005-08-22 [Panda-monium]: alright for me

2005-08-22 [Lethargic Panda]: Anything new?

2005-08-22 [Panda-monium]: Not really, nope

2005-08-22 [Lethargic Panda]: Is that good...or bad?

2005-08-22 [Moonlit Serenade]: yay! I gotta a howdly...

2005-08-23 [Panda-monium]: both

2005-08-23 [Moonlit Serenade]: both??

2005-08-23 [Lethargic Panda]: <.< The l makes it cooler.

2005-08-23 [Moonlit Serenade]: .... Wha??

2005-08-24 [Lethargic Panda]: ...o.O *explained*

2005-08-25 [Moonlit Serenade]: What??? I'm confuuuused!!

2005-08-25 [Lethargic Panda]: Nothing new there. >.>

2005-08-25 [Panda-monium]: aren't you being nice

2005-08-25 [Lethargic Panda]: ...Bah, I'm cold and cruel. :) 'sides, it's true, our dear Pearly is constantly confused.

2005-08-26 [Moonlit Serenade]: yeah. It's always over my head... Must be because I'm so frickin' short... damnit...

2005-08-26 [Lethargic Panda]: How tall is she?

2005-08-27 [Moonlit Serenade]: 5'1.5"... ;-; -weep-

2005-08-31 [Lethargic Panda]: You're not too freakishly small. >.>

2005-09-03 [Moonlit Serenade]: wheeee... But I'm still small... tiny... leetle. Travel sized!!

2005-09-03 [Lethargic Panda]: Fun-sized? :P

2005-11-21 [Saint Dragon]: hmm *makeS another tomb stone* "rip 2005-09-03

2005-11-21 [Saint Dragon]: hmm *makeS another tomb stone* "rip 2005-09-03"

2005-11-21 [Moonlit Serenade]: nuu, not fun-sized. /travel/-sized, silly.

2005-12-06 [*Its All About You*]: Awww thats song from APC<3 i just love them^.*

2005-12-06 [Moonlit Serenade]: Who's APC?? -curious-

2005-12-07 [*Its All About You*]: Gravity=D And Tree Libras++++*^^* Weeesome =^^=

2005-12-07 [Moonlit Serenade]: Whee. I dun think I've heard of any o' that... ^^;; I'm such a weenie...

2005-12-08 [*Its All About You*]: Awww=D U should lisen 2 Tree Libras=D Its the best song ever 4 them=D hihi^.*

2005-12-08 [Moonlit Serenade]: I hunt it down and find it, methinks. ^o^

2005-12-08 [*Its All About You*]: Awww bless u=D Think u would like that song=D

2006-01-05 [Dreamseller]: :D I CHOOSE TO LIVE!!! :P

2006-01-06 [Moonlit Serenade]: Make sure to choose cheese, too.

2006-01-06 [*Its All About You*]: ;D

2006-01-06 [Moonlit Serenade]: Well, I thought it was good advice....

2006-01-06 [*Its All About You*]: Its a really good advice XD Im with u!!I choose to live=D

2006-01-06 [Moonlit Serenade]: -holds up banners and throws confetti- WOOOT! Then we shall live together for however long we live in cheesy goodness and with... no... buggy... orange juice... I am recovering from illness. Forgive my loss of... train... of thought...? Yeah... Or something. -throws more confetti- WOOOOOHOOOO!!!

2006-01-07 [Dreamseller]: *fakes a chocking* Must....eat....pudding......

2006-01-07 [*Its All About You*]: Have to eat!!!!!*pizza*;D

2006-01-07 [Moonlit Serenade]: pudding... sounds undeniably good right now.

2006-01-07 [*Its All About You*]: Yeah pudding=D*weeee we i got some here,gives to everyone*=D

2006-01-08 [Moonlit Serenade]: How kind and loving of you. ^_^

2006-01-08 [*Its All About You*]: AwwwwwXD me like to give away things,and make other happyXD*giggels* Thats what friends are 4=D

2006-01-08 [Moonlit Serenade]: Self-sacrificing! Good in some cases. Just make sure you don't jump of a cliff for some remote tribal ritual. ;)

2006-01-09 [*Its All About You*]: ;) Dont worry,I wound,cus i choose to live life=D Hope u people will to^^?

2006-01-09 [Moonlit Serenade]: Oh, right. Good point!! ^^

2006-01-09 [*Its All About You*]: ^.* hihiXD So how are u today^^?

2006-01-10 [Moonlit Serenade]: Decent, I suppose. My Ashden is finally back, so I can talk to him again, which pleases me.

2006-01-10 [*Its All About You*]: Awww thats nice^^ And whos Ashden?*giggels*

2006-01-11 [Moonlit Serenade]: Ashden is my Romanian sweetheart. [Ashden]. He's so sweet it could rot your teeth, and I love him uber lots. But meh. How are you?

2006-01-11 [*Its All About You*]: Awwww how cute^.* WOO HOO RomanianXD*giggels* Im great thank u<3 WOO HOO!!!!

2006-01-11 [Moonlit Serenade]: hehehe. Yes, Romanian. That makes everything better. ;) It's good your great. That makes me want to dance?

2006-01-12 [*Its All About You*]: WOO HOO! Omg,did u just ask me to dance^^? WOO HOO! Lets get the groove on;) *Takes yr hands and danse with u*^.* WeeeXD

2006-01-13 [Moonlit Serenade]: -laugh- Whee!! Embrace the dancin'!! -gets down and wiggles them cheeks furiously-

2006-01-13 [*Its All About You*]: WOO HOO! *dances around u*=D giggels^.*

2006-08-23 [*(.Randi.)*]: YAY pudding!!

2006-08-25 [Incontinence Happens]: *serenades the wiki*

2006-08-25 [*(.Randi.)*]: *salutes*

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